Even more updates!

Map of the Lower Continent featured in the Treehouse Castaways series (I think I drew this when I was 17)

In the coming months I’m attempting to overhaul this website: my own domain, an updated mailing list that actually works, a new author related email (and not the one I use for personal use); who knows, maybe even a professional looking photo so you all know I’m not a robot. Potentially I can get started with sending actual content to my subscribers at a set time each month. Adding other shorts from the wonderful world of the Treehouse Castaways (many have been shelved over the years). The possibilities are endless.

I’m also in the process (finally!) of publishing the first book in the series, as mentioned in my last post. Part of the reason this wasn’t done a lot sooner (as in, back in 2019 when I finished it) is because I was hoping to shoot for traditional publishing. I have since changed my mind and decided to go the route of the self-published because this series is far too important to have other people telling me what to change and how to handle it.

It’s also quite long and, being a first published novel, very unlikely to catch the attention of major agents and/or publishers. That’s okay. I’m slowly working on its visibility. In the meantime, I’m busy writing the second book (first draft is complete but there are some very heavy edits ahead), updating this here website as mentioned, and learning the ropes of self publishing.

I also put off publishing because I honestly am not much for self-promotion, marketing – basically the logistical side of being a writer. It took me many years to get over that hurdle and return now ready to jump into it. I also had many doubts that anyone really wanted to read it. I’ve reread it multiple times in order to keep track of subplots and content needed for the next few books, and I can say I love it so much every time. But I also wrote it for me, for anyone like me who’s never really fit in anywhere.

So even though many people around me (including those potential agents and publishers) don’t really understand the series or see its value, I know that’s because it’s not for them. It’s for others out there like me. Maybe that means there are a lot less people that will be interested in it. But it also means that for those whom it finds, the value will be infinite.

In that vein, my next steps with publishing include hiring a professional artist to give it a cover that brings the magic of the book to life. I’ve been halted here at this step since last year because this is a financial hurdle I’ve yet to overcome. I don’t often speak about my real-world struggles here (I prefer this space to be for the series and any themes that are relevant), however, this is the reality of our world, especially nowadays. Many factors – identity, systemic barriers, financial precarity, real-world inequities – can have a major impact on whose voice gets heard, and whose doesn’t.

This is a story for people like that, so I want to give it as much chance to fly as possible. I created a GoFundMe in an attempt to raise enough money to pay for a real (not AI) artist that can give this series some justice – give it a fighting chance on shelves with books from authors with more resources than me. If you have read this far and have any interest in supporting this series, I would be greatly appreciative and will add your name to the acknowledgements page of the first book in the series. You can find out more here at my GoFundMe Campaign on how to support. Even if you can’t support right now, I appreciate you sticking around to hear my story.

More to come in the coming weeks!

Writer Diaries #1:

Humble Beginnings…

Photo by Aaron Burden on Unsplash

Having resolved to blog regularly, I thought I’d keep track of something that could prove useful in future (not just for myself, but perhaps for anyone else out there who finds themselves at the bottom of a very steep mountain range in which writing regularly might be the first hurdle and the last having something to do with managing thousands—millions (?)—of screaming fans in Rowling-esque fashion).  Namely, I am keeping track, starting now, of my writing journey. Granted I have missed the last decade in terms of blogging, but even though I have been writing since an early age, I have yet to be published and reach an audience and thus am as far away from the top of the mountain as anyone else who is just starting out. (Just to be clear, my goal isn’t necessarily to have thousands or millions of screaming fans, though that might be nice if it were to happen at all.)

So, where am I currently?

Well, if you have been exploring here on my website at all, you might notice that I am in the process of writing a novel (actually, as of this blog, I have finished it and am searching for agents in which to send it to). This is my first completed novel (and the first chapter can be read right here).

As this book is not a standalone, I am also in the process of writing the second book and planning the next two—enough work all on its own. But, as I have researched more and more about the scary publishing world, I have come to the conclusion that having a too-large first novel and being a newbie that no one knows anything about is going to make it very hard to get traditionally published. Rather, it is highly advised by many sources to have been published to some lesser degree by a literary magazine (or two or three) beforehand.

Which means short stories.

I have written several in the past (short stories, that is), one for this website and the series I am working on (which can be found here); I have even sent a few into some contests, but again, have never been published.

Well, long story short, I am taking a second crack at it. And let me tell you, I have never had such bad writer’s block in all my life. Granted I am juggling a lot, but my schedule supports time for writing, I have been writing regularly each day for the last few years or so, and I have read extensively (and plan to continue).

So why the trouble, especially as I have written shorts before?

I think it’s to do with taking that first and serious step forward, toward publication. I am no longer writing just for myself. I am hoping that my shorts, and by extension, my novels, will begin reaching audiences. And the first of those audiences is the hardest. For my novel to have a better chance at traditional publishing, I will likely need some credits from having published short stories. And in order to get those published, I need to win over the editors of such contests and magazines with original, breathtaking, and cleverly written shorts.

Not such an easy task.

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed here, at my start. I know I can’t expect such perfect stories to just flow right out of me, especially in the beginning, especially when I’m worrying about what the editors are going to think, especially when I haven’t been writing shorts for some time.

Take a deep breath, I tell myself. And I always do. But deep breaths don’t win contests!

Actually, they just might. After a serious bout of writer’s block that hit me so hard last week I was struggling with work on my novel (a job that generally comes easy since I am so in-tune with my characters and that world), I took a day off from writing and decided to do something I hadn’t done in a while: I took my dog and my board out to the park and I played. I also took the weekend to read short stories, to fill my empty tank back up to full with ideas and inspiration. I had so much fun during all of this, that I didn’t even worry about my not being able to write or come up with the perfect story and the perfect surprising character developments.

And come Monday, I had new ideas for the short story that I was stuck on. The writing started out slow, but it began to pick up and I am now much more confident that there is something I am trying to say with this piece. I have simply to write it, to chip away the excess, and to see for myself.

The publication and the wins will come, with time I think, practice, and when I am ready (just as they do for anybody who sticks it out in this world).

So if you are feeling overwhelmed by the journey ahead, uncertain if these hurdles are passable, take heart, for I have been there as well (I still am). And so have countless writers before us. I think the most important thing is to keep moving forward, keep writing. Day by day. Don’t worry about how good you are, just let the stories excite you and the characters take you places you’ve never gone (and this is me telling myself this advice, because sometimes I forget).